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Sorry, dont believe in having a juke box. We all play music ( selectively to our likeings ) if we want some right? sigh, i actually get quite irritated when jukebox musics interrupts. hahs

Miss Vivian Lee, born on 9th Feb, Aquarius. Spends alot on KTV, eat alot of junks, does alot of crazy things, loves my family, believes in living for the moment.

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Saturday, July 12, 2008 | 10:28:00 PM
crazy day

Hihi... It's been a really busy day, so busy that i havent had time for a proper meal. But it's good, time went very fast, before I know it, work has already ended.

Sigh... i was suppose to meet a friend for Mahjong session today. So As I reach Yew Tee, I went to pack dinner, bought drinks and went to Fajar. I went there by myself cause my friend and his 3 relatives has already started playing.

i got out of the lift and headed to the stairways cause the unit is not on lift level but to my surprise, the stretch of corridor and stairways was almost Pitch black. I think there must have been a black out. It was eerie.

At that point when I felt frighten and uncomfortable I suddenly had a realization. Looking into the darkness and hearing the mahjong sound going upstairs. I felt a strong sense of unfirmiliarity. This dark stairway, unfirmilar place, goin to join my friend and his relatives. I mean I know his relatives but I just dont feel the kind of firmiliarity with them anymore because my status is different now. As in, me and this friend whom I dont wish to name. We use to me more than just friends but not anymore. No doubt he is still nice and all but its not the same anymore, its just different now. I can't trust him to be taking care of me like he use to. I just don't feel as safe and comfortable with him anymore. I guess this is me. i can't just be with anybody. Technically. I think I lost what we had. And because he is no longer more than a friend, i cant offer him this kind of intimacy anymore. Yes, its just a mahjong, I know Im over reacting. And its stupid. but I dont know why it just happened.

And so, i left and went home. It's stupid ok. sigh... I told him something came up and I left. actually I just wanna go home.

by the way guys, sorry about not meeting up. take care and we catch up soon.